You know, it felt good to write these words. a weight on the shoulders least responsibility aside. A relief, so that now I'm afraid to forget them, these episodes of my life.
If you believe everything I write, I know that everything is real but not you, you may think I lost a lot, I missed the most extraordinary destiny that a man can dream. I left with the impression that the world has lost more than me. Without any pretension.
In the Bible, there is the "Book of Job" where Job, a prince among his people endured terrible suffering because of a wager between God and Satan . Finally the perfect innocent gets a confrontation with God and even if he has reason to complain, God made him understand that he has no voice!
Where wast thou when I founded the earth?
this terrible question is asked by God to Job, who stands upright, the back arched like a man, to the eternal. Job remains speechless and acknowledges his error, error dare ask God to account. Job fears the Lord and recognizes , of itself, that God does not accountable to his creature. Was I being a gamble, a last chance to mankind. The intentions of God are unfathomable.
This story also speaks of retribution. Why is it so easy for this and another should suffer all his life. Him, all smiles and buries her other children. For a believer, these existential questions are important but that remains only and still questions. The answers are optional and unaffordable.
I feel like Job must have felt after his confrontation divine. Relieved, worried, shaken to the depths of his being. Yet in my innermost lives of great joy, I know there is a divine world that transcends us and cares for us. I have great hope and I just wanted to share it.
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