My trial finished, I was imprisoned. Seven days is not like years but when you're innocent, it's hard time. A prisoner serving a long sentence for smuggling alcohol introduced me to the Lebanese author Khalil Gibran. A balm in my distress.
The trial bothers me. I think it's the mention of the Abbot of the sword that triggered my memory. I would go visit a professor of physics in question, whether the name of Father or stories cans, if it stuck to what in his mind. He must have thought I was crazy.
When we saw such a shock, such a psychological trauma our person defends himself in a funny way. I became a "full" paranoid: three systems lock on my door. I slept with a hammer, a knife and a flashlight. I jumped at the slightest noise and rushed to my arms to the noise source. When I went outside I looked at the back every ten feet and when I got home I looked in every closet, under the bed in the fridge and under the couch to see if there was not someone to hide.
I had always been confident in life, I had never crossed my doors and never been afraid for nothing. A kind of depression that eventually pass.
One evening I asked to see the Abbe De L'Epee. That's because there was a sort of invisible clown who wanted to play with me. He wanted us to fight with a sword of plastic. I know it's completely stupid to write that last sentence but that is how I lived.
soon as I asked to see the abbot, to my amazement, a face appeared to me, hanging in the air, floating in a pale cloud. It was real this portrait. I did not know this but I noticed Abbot large eyes and forehead of a vast expanse. The next day I tried to see a photo of this priest in the dictionary but it does it was not. I finally found an old dictionary in which the photo of the Abbot of the Sword, benefactor of mankind, was shown and it was him I'd seen.
This evening I decided to fight with the judiciary . My sentence was served but I was innocent and justice had erred. A new Don Quixote would confront the windmills of the judiciary. I had a crazy trial in which gross aberrations occurred, testimony full of inconsistencies and contradictions were floods and I was trying to gain recognition.
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